food testing

Tgh food testing kat concorde shah alam with hubster and family..kata selected je, not all the food that will be on the menu during reception nanti..tp ni pon dah 12 type of foods..perut dah mcm preggy 3 months..x larat dah ni!

X sempat nk update psl wedding..later la ek..daa.. :)

i'm married!!

Alhamdulillah..I'm now MrD's wife! Sekali lafaz je k! Caya lah hubster! Hehe..
Thank u to all who came esp my dearest friends..love u guys!! And of course, many2 thanks to all my family members including aunties, uncles and cousins for making this a wonderful night for me..I apologize to all for any shrtcomings..hope to see u guys tomorrow.. :)

tersangat nervous

Rombongan pengantin lelaki dah sampai..owh, sy sgt nervous!! Tak terkata nervousnye! Dlm bilik pengantin sorang2 ni..darzian br siap makeupkn..time kasih sis!!love it! Kenape nervous ni? Td ok je..bila dah siap pkai baju semua trus cuak..nervous yg x terhingga! Ok, sy tau da byk kali kata nervous, tp mmg nervous! Takut!

@ home

Internet kat rumah tibe2 gile plak..x dpt nk buat keje and update blog..nasib baik ada wb ni..bleh gak mem'blog' jap..rasanye internet tu saje rosak time2 ni so that org semua buat keje and x sibuk2 online..bgus gak sbnarnye..hehe

Bila kt umah baru terasa nervous and takut..baru la betul2 rasa cm dah nk kawin..tp tiap2 hari ko tanya "betul ke aku yg dh nak kawin ni?"Hehe..sbb b4 this sibuk2 for org lain nye kenduri..rasa cm x cya lak tgh prepare tuk diri sendiri..

Rumah serabut gile sbb tgh siapkn doorgift yg teramat byk and berjenis2 tu..and one side plak the DIY hantaran yg last min baru betul2 confirm nk buat cane..hehe..

Td da g facial kt sini, atun sponsor..tenkiu my lovely sister!!yana ngan mak kecik semua pon baru sampai harini..happy sbb almost semua dah ada kt sini..pastu everynight dgr org2 tmn practice kompang n selawat..bersemangat sungguh!

Bapak kata semua org excited nk tlg..ramai sungguh yg volunteer..siap kecik ati kalau x bagi tlg..hehe..kelakar..tp alhamdulillah..seronok bila ramai org semangat for my wedding!thank u everyone!!

Esk kat and sofia sampai..drive careful ye kwn2..don't rush! Syg semua!!

confession

I'm 24..and yes, I'm emotional, sensitive and insecure!!I can be independent and I don't mind being independent, but at times I would love to have company..

When I can't accept something, if I can't change it, I'll tolerate as best as I can..but at the same time I expect the same..

I cry a lot and often I console myself because I know what might be hurtful to me might just be a stupid ridiculous thing to others
..when I know I'm being unreasonable, I don't expect ppl to understand, just bear with me..

This is me..u can either love me or hate me..there's nothing in between

emo!

Emonye!!penat taip semua yg sy buat hari ni, pastu tersalah tekan button..trus ilang semua!!arrghhh!! Tu la, sape suh blog dlm kete! Haih..makanya, esok jelah sy update hari sy yg sungguh penuh tp menarik ni (hari ni)

thanx Hali!!

time kasih cik halimatun taha sbb temankn g beli brg smlm..kalau ko x de Hali, mati gak aku nk bawak semua barang tu naik lrt..makanye, terima kasih x terhingga pada ko! huhu..weird seh jpa ko on weekend..hehe

and time kasih sebab belikan breakfast everyday walaupon aku slalu mkn x abis..and last2 ko yg habiskan.. :)

5 days till our wedding day

5 more days to go, and i'm still in office struggling to settle all the work before i start my leave. gosh, mcm x sempat je ni!

today is my last day in office as "cik", bila masuk office probably next week or next year, i'll no longer be "cik". nervous plak.

since i only have a few days left, i need to use all the time i have left to do last min shopping and make sure i've got everything to bring back to ipoh. so, tomorrow will need to visit a few places before balik ipoh. after work today will be going to meet Oscar again to pick up my veil.

today and tomorrow will be very2 hectic for me..s'ok, it's once in a lifetime..after this weekend, life will never be the same again..

tomorrow's plan

Esok balik ipoh naik train lagi ngan MrD..agenda esok?

G fitting baju sanding and beli brg2 for decor hantaran..yup, baru nk beli..hehe
Offimates da bising2 td..and semua org kecoh2 nape x cuti lagi..hehe
Kelakar plak bila org2 lain plak yg risau..honestly I am extremely nervous and risau and panic..

Tp mcm ada sedih sket smlm cz mcm ada yg da misinterpret me and my judgmnt for the wedding thingy..nk wat cane, maybe my approach salah kot..probably it's better to smile and try to look happy and keep whatever I feel to myself..but it's too late for that now..

Xpelah, I'm actually sgt excited nk balik tgk shot glass!!

not related to my wedding

entah la...kdg2 rasa mcm semua benda pon salah..it's wrong to speak up what i feel, it's wrong to keep quite..everything seems soo wrong..kenape ye?-wedding-

tibe2 rasa cm sedih plak..honestly i'm happy to see all my friends happy..doesn't matter whether we're close, or not..whether we're in good term or not..i'm happy to know that they're happy and enjoying their life..everyday i pray for god to clear all the differences between us and make things better..recently i found out that one of my close friend (i consider her my close friend), one of whom which have been there with me thru the darkest times in my life is now engaged to my schoolmate, which happens to be my ex..the first thing that came out from my mouth at that time was "alhamdulillah, they deserve each other" i'm happy for u guys.. :)

tomorrow, another friend is getting engaged. both i've known since matric..congratulation to both of you..i'm happy that u guys found each other..but 1 thing that i really don't understand is why can't we just get along well? i tot everything has been laid on the table and settled..bila pk je, mesti sedih..sbb rasa cm, tah la..sampai bila nk mcm ni? dah la..i really2 hope we can get along like we used to..i really hope this will come to an end..it has been close to three years now..enuf!

anyway..i hope to see u guys on my wedding, but if don't feel like going, that's up to u..i really hope we can just put away all those unnecessary feelings and just get along normally..

hantaran decor

tentang hantaran punya decor, originally nk buat ala2 macam yg Arma Couture punya design..konon2 la..suke sgt2 design dia..tp ssah sket sbb bantal dia dah mmg attached kat kaki dulang tu..kalau buat mcm tu, nanti bantal n barang hantarn mcm gerak2 pulak..

so, nti nk tukar buat guna crystal flowers and butterflies je..hehe

cantik kn?

suka yg putih ni jugak..sgt suci..tp ada bulu2 plak

paling suka yang ni!!konon2 nk buat cmni la..in the end, cuma akan guna theme colour mcm ni je.decorations lain..sedey..huhu

Hari seRabut

officemates ramai tegur kata today nampak mcm sgt stress..yes, mmg pon!

sangat2 stress ni..and energy level macam dah zero (0)..

macam mana ni?

smlm after office g naik lrt-masjid jamek and then g semua house sbb babpak ngan mak pesan suh beli lagi bunga pahar, yg dah beli dulu x cukup..letih gile naik lrt then jalan nk g situ..dah sampai, kedai tu x de ready stock tuk yg sama jenis mcm yg dah beli dulu pulak..deng! kena order..and paling cepat boleh dapat pon is on 23rd Dec which is next week..mana sempat! org dah nak balik ipoh 21hb la!! haish! so, beli la design lain..beli butterfly plak..mak kata x pe, asalkan same type and colour..hehe..stress akak tu melayan sampai kedai dah tutup half baru nk balik.. (kedai2 situ mmg tutup awal ye)

alang2 dah g situ, dlm hati ada perasaan nk tempah jelah hantaran decor sbb mcm mmg x sempat nk buat..kalau everyday boleh balik kul 5 sharp ada jugak la harapan nak buat sket2..tapi slalu sampai kul 8.30-9 pon dok kat office lagi..bilenye nk buat? so, dengan harapan yg tinggi, tanya la kakak tu kalau tempah bila bleh siap..sama je, 23hb paling cepat, tp tu pon x leh nk confirm kul berapa..deng! tulah, padan muka, sape suh x decide nk tempah dari awal..so, back to the original plan..DIY..but at least now dah ada idea baru dah nk buat macam mana..dulu dah plan tp tibe2 mcm tersama ngan yg MrD nk bagi..x best la sama..

owh, letihnye!! tudung nikah dah beli! rasa macam nk beli kristals letak kat awning dia.tgk la kalau larat nk buat..kalau x dak pon dah cun dah tudung tu..

jom balik rumah..x larat sgt2 dah ni!

-panic mode-

Yup, I am officially in the panic mode! Tu la, sape suh x siapkn semua awal2?!
Let's check what is still pending..

Hantaran for MrD - chocolates to buy b4 balik ipoh..so, will be buying those choc on sunday or monday

Kasut nikah - going go get it on friday
Deco hantaran - ni la yg paling kritikal..dah contemplating nk tempah/beli siap je..tp hati ni kuat kata nk buat sendiri jugak..ye, sy tau sy memang degil!

Tudung nikah - dah beli, tp mcm nk beli kristals and patch sendiri
Veil - still ada rasa nk add beadings..nk tanya mak kecik la..dlm hati mcm ada rasa nk buat sendiri, tp mcm xkn jadi je..hehe

Fitting for baju sanding on sunday..

Doorgift semua dah dpt, but nk kena pack in boxes n ikat riben

Reception outfit - dah shortlist..ni nti buat post lain

Owh, baju nikah dazrin x pickup lagi!! Huhu..oscar, esok sy col..

Kad x abis distribute lagi..

Next week da start cuti..hopefully sempat la siapkn semua
Esok mcm kn g semua house lagi..

my bachelorette's party

Thanks to all my lovely friends, I had an unforgettable bachelorette's party!!love u guys..eventho u made me do lots of things which I will not even consider doing in any other given situation..spending the night with u guys is what made it awesome!

Not that kinky..but it was fun!! G6 babeh!!hehehe..

The bathtub warm water foot soak is actually the best! Bila pk balik, mcm gile plak,6 person squeezing to sit around the bathtub just for a sort of foot spa..hehehe..those things still make me smile until today..

Thank u so much!u girls rock!!

yesterday..

kan aritu dah buat list apa nk buat yesterday kn? sbnarnye x de la dpt buat semua..but 80% berjaya buat..

smlm MrD pick up at my sister's house around luch time, so invite him to join us lunch dulu..my sister buat bihun sup smlm, sedap!! then g ssf cari barang deco for hantaran, then g ssf yg langsir, perabot semua tu..g tgk cadar..

lepas g ssf, g ou plak konon2 nk habiskan beli barang hantaran semua, but sampai je trus carik food dulu..hehehe..in the end berjaya gak la beli kasut MrD..so, tinggal satu lagi nk beli today and the food items 21hb nanti baru beli.

x sempat nk g carik baju for reception lagi..haih, this weekend, x kira ape jadi kn gak g cari! first thing kn carik inner yg turtle neck siap2 sbb most modern gown sleeveless/strapless//semua less la..

mission this week - beadings for veil, beli tudung nikah, carik baju reception sampai dapat! owh, kasut nikah jgn lupe!!

wishlist yg reasonable sket..

hahaha...since org asyik complaint kata my wishlist sgt over & mengarut, so, jom buat wishlist yg reasonable sket..sket je tau, x la reasonable sgt..hehe

1. flat screen full hd tv..32" pon bleh la, buat letak dlm bilik

2. washing machine yg ada hot air tu..or yg ada skali ngan dyer

3. vacum cleaner..yg portable (hand vacuum yg kecik tu) pon ok la

4. rice cooker yg bleh bercakap..(nti dia kata "nasi dah masak!) hehehe

5. steam iron..yg sales girl guna kt supermarket iron baju tu..

6. fridge!!!

7. water heater...pleaseee! (nak bathtub x dpt..sedih)

8. luggage bag..senang nk g bercuti

9. kuali & periuk tefal/yg green ape yg slalu iklan kt travel & living tu

10. 2 bantal tido yg sgt best!

11. set makeup laura mercier..complete set k, dari foundation base, mosturiser sampai la ke eyeliner segala..hahaha

ok x wish list ni? reasonable sket compared to the previous one kn? hehehe...

saje je buat wishlist ni..sbb dah semua asyik tanya..i'm not expecting anyone to get me any of the above or from my wishlist mengarut tu..kalau ada, YAY!! :) , tapi kalau x de pon, x pe..risau lak kang ada org yg ingat i'm expecting these..heheh

citer kelakar di pagi hari

sejak last week dah start distribute cards to officemates..mula2 rasa mcm x ramai je yg akn g sbb jauh (out of kl) and time tu ramai dah start cuti hujung taun..abiskn sisa-sisa cuti yg tinggal..

tp tetibe je ade org ckp "alia, kt tpt tu ada hotel x?ktorg nk g main golf" hahaha...rasa kelakar plak..ape la officemate ku ni..x abis2 ngan golf..tp bagus gak, at least x la derang g semata-mata tuk kenduri je..bleh la menyelam sambil minum air..

mcm2 plan da dgr from officemates..ada group yg nk g pagi2, main golf, g kenduri then balik kl..ada yg dengar2 nk stay for the night, alang2 bawak anak2 g lost world skali..and the youngsters balik hari je..buat roadtrip..tp yg pastinye ramai yg amik cuti hari isnin sbb g nk g kenduriku..hehehe

seronok rasanya bila tgk officemates semua excited sama.. :)

meh la ramai2... :)

esok..

Tomorrow will be a super hectic day..

Plans for tomorrow will be as follows:
-send veil to oscar for beadings and check status of MrD's baju nikah
-buy all outstanding hantaran stuffs (MrD-shoe,book chocolate,1 more item...mine-sepersalinan)
-pick up my ring from D&P
-beli baju pengapit for dod
-go to ssf for deco hantaran
-survey furniture for our future room (excited)
-cari baju reception!!super important!!

Sempat ke nk buat semua ni?owh,nk selit movie in between boleh kot..hehe
I wish esok 48 hours and not just 24..

tempat berteduh

Busy sungguh last weekend..friday birthday sofia, sunday birthday MrD..but alhamdulillah managed to be at all the places which I have to..friday night after office jumpa syahrul n sofia for sofia's birthday..sorry babe x cakes n gifts, just dinner and chilling together..best, sbb da lama x jpa syahrul n dah lama x lepak cmtu..love u guys!

Saturday morning balik ipoh naik ets..tenang sket hati dpt jpa mak ngan bapak..managed to get a few things done..then sunday morning balik kl..jpa MrD for his birthday..then g semua house with his parents n have a birthday dinner..I'll make it up to u later k boo..

Anyway, accomodation for both sides dah confirmed and deposit pon dah bayar..for nikah and sanding, dah booked chalets at clearwater, apartment n rooms at hillcity..kalau x cukup nti, just add on the day jelah..but rasanya dah cukup kot..byk dah tu..

For reception, dah booked and paid rooms at concorde for my family..and aunty da help block apartments at intekma and rooms at hotel uitm in case we need some extra rooms..

All in all, accomodation for both sides dah settle, cuma nk byar full payment je later..

wishlist mengarut

Mkin dekat ngan the big day, mkin ramai lak org dok tanya psal wishlist for wedding gift..x penah pk pon sbnarnye..best kn kalau kt sini ada registry cm kt oversea..bleh choose,masuk dlm registry nk ape, harga and kt kedai mana..pastu guest bleh check je n choose from there..kalau dah ada org beli pon bleh tau..so, x la dpt hadiah yg sama sampai due tiga..but, kt sini x de system cm tu (tah2 ada, tp sy je x tau)

Anyway, sy mmg x tpk lansung pasal wedding gifts..kalau org bagi, sy terima dgn suka hati..thank u! Kalau x, x pe..sy dh cukup happy n thankful for being there on my wedding..kira cm kehadiran tu pon dah ckup..hadiah tu, biar la ikhlas kn?

Tp since org asyik tanya, sy buat jugak la wishlist..nk tau ke? Ni wishlist mengarut..mayb x related to wedding pon..heehe..here goes:

1. Camera dlsr - sbb sy x de camera, nti honeymoon cane nk amik gambar?
2. Kereta (mazda) - hahaha..sbb sy x de kete
3. Sony Wii - nti bila MrD main PS3, bleh la sy main Wii
4. Flat screen tv - tuk sy tgk tv and main Wii bila MrD main PS3
5. Microwave/oven - bleh sy masak2 and bake2 time weekend cm Nigela n jamie oliver
6. Jimmy choo's sexy and adorable heels - stress tau tiap2 hari tgk
7. Tiffany & co charm bracelet - ni dari dulu mngidam
8. Vacation pusing europe/scandinavian countries/italy - owh, sukanye!
9. Bathtub bleh? - sy suka bathtub..letak warm water n bubles..owh, ilang stress sehari
10. Sy nk reserve no 10 ni..hehe

Kn sy da warning awal2 ni wishlist mengarut!hehehe..
X tpk brg rumah sbb awal2 lepas kawin nti dok s.alam, umah family MrD dulu..after that baru dok umah sendiri..

So, tu la my wishlist..bleh ke dpt time wedding nti? Hehe :)