25 days to go..

25 hari lagi..am I ready? NO! Mkin dekat ni,makin takut plak jadinya..takut kalau x mampu jadi isteri yg baik, takut x berjaya jalankn tanggungjawab dgn sempurna, takut mcm2..risau sgt..at the moment pling risau takut x sempat nk siapkn semua kerja b4 start cuti, takut contract/cargo ada isu bila tgh on leave and takut x sempat nk siapkn preps for wedding..

Org kata dekat2 nk kawin kn jaga tdo..make sure dpt tido 8 hours a day..hmm..hampeh!cane nk tdo awal kalau byk sgt benda dlm kepala nk pk?

Now dah malas nk amik tau ape org nk komen psl diri ni lagi dah..biar la..kata la apa pon..kalau x baik, kita settle kat padang mahsyar nanti, kalau benda2 elok..alhamdulillah, thank u..

Walaupon mkin takut n risau, tp somehow now mcm x bleh kalau x jpa MrD sehari..asyik ingt kt dia je..haih, x tau la nape..and at the same time asyik ingt kt mak ngan bapak..tah la..mcm2 lately..serabut sgt kot kepala ni..

Sabar alia, hang in there! Sket je lagi..

Owh, skang mcm kn control spending sbb da risau tkut over budget..sBb sy sgt suka mkn good food and spend on food, so, kena la cut down on that..me diet?!! Owh no!!but nk wat cane, kn save duit betul2 last2 ni..

Xpelah, next year bleh mkn best2 balik! :)

update

Ok, updating time!

Kad dah amik but x distribute sgt lagi..by early dec kn distribute to all friends..bagi awal2 sgt pon nti org lupa.

For hantaran ada a few more things nk beli..then kn get bekas for hantaran n book flowers for deco hantaran.

Outfit, baju nikah dah..tudung nikah n kasut je blom beli lagi..sanding dah settle cuma nk g fitting later..baju for reception nk kena start looking..huhu

Makeup nikah by darzian darbi, sanding by noresy and reception x dot confirmation lagi..

Doorgift ladies done, men on da way..before dec akan dpt the whole thing..doorgifts kids da order kot..hehe..and for vip..still x dpt decide..

Pelamin settle!

Photography by amin and medtech..videography by medtech

Montage reception by azry tamzil

Owh, baju pengapit x de lagi!! Gosh, sempat ke ni? Dod, kalau x sempat, kite beli jelah baju for u ek..hehe..yana, kita kn terus berusaha!!chaiyok2!

Accomodation..hmm..

Honeymoon..hehe..odw
1st vacation (bkn honeymoon) 50% booked

Byk plak lagi yg x buat! Target this week to finish buying all hantaran stuffs!

Asyik update pkai phone je..nk upload gambar pon x leh..x reti sbnarnye!hehe

baju nikahku

(ni la Lagenda @ Maju Junction)

Finally dah amik baju nikah from Oscar tadi! Sbnarnye mcm mixed feelings plak..most of the time mcm suka baju tu sbb it's simple, nothing fancy..tp ada gak times rasa cm x sure sgt plak..rasa cm x mcm baju nikah pon ada gak..x tau la..mayb bacause I'm not really into lace thingy kot..but the outfit is nice..thanx to oscar and the team.. :)

Macam kagum sbnarnye cz I only gave him 2meters of lace, tp dia bjaya guna the lace for baju, patch on kain n veil..mcm rasa x caye lak cukup semua..huhu..maybe sbb baju kecik je kot..hehe..bak kata Oscar, size kanak2! Hehe

Baju MrD x siap lagi sbb nk tambah sulam..but seluar dah muat!!hehe..owh, tibe2 ada rasa cm nk suh Oscar buat beadings kt veil..nampk cm kosong plak sbb lace yg ada tu sket je..mcm mana ni? Hish..

part III - weekend yg meletihkan

Sambungan lagi..kt mane ek? Owh ye-clearwater..after dat blik umah, amik kete mak then off to fairpark..g bridal house yg g ngan mak d week b4..I love the one 2 pieces long dress, but tht one nampk mcm dah kotor..biasa la, chiffon..mmg cepat jadi kelabu..frust sket! Tp x pe, cz ada lagi 1 baju putih which is the latest one..so, mmg tersangat putih la..simple je, but with quite heavy beadings..MrD kept on trying to make me feel good with the baju..I like it actually, just not as much as I love the other one..end up, I decided to take the new one!and MrD will get a new one because they don't have a white baju melayu silang to go with the dress..finally my baju sanding dah settle! Cuma have to pay extra cz amik baju n pelamin separately..

After dat went to the pelamin shop..cuba nego sBb baju,makeup n kasut x jadi amik kat situ..tp tah pape replacement yg dia bagi..rasa mcm x worth it lansung! Son we decided to take baju kat c2 jugak since dia x nak nego..we'll take a coloured one from the shop tuk amik2 gambar nanti..at least we have one outfit with some colours! :)

After dah selesai semua, balik rumah chill with bapak n MrD..update guestlists and just relax tunggu time nak naik train balik..

Best! Selesai urusan sanding..tenang seketika! :)

On sunday, went out with yana for her bridesmaid outfit..pusing2 the whole s.alam, but x jpa lansung pon yg menarik..kalau ada pon, x de size..haih ssahnye!

This weekend sambung carik lagi!!

part II weekend yg sgt meletihkan

Sambungan previous entry..after dah amik kad,pk cane la nk bwk balik semua kad tu naik train nti..so, ktorg pon dgn suke hatinye punggah semua from kotak..pack balik dlm kotak lain n masukkn dlm luggage beg yg besar..x muat gak, so put in 2 bags..satu luggage yg gabak besar..n 1 hand carry (chewah, cm nk naik flight plak)..berjaya pack semua!!tp beg tu tetsangatlah berat..rasanya berat lagi dari diriku yg comel ini..huhu

Esoknye pagi2 dah kt kl sentral ngan beg besar..ingtkn dh lambt, rupe2nye awal lagi..ktorg naik ets, ala yg electric train g ipoh tu..2 jam sampai ipoh! Lebih selamat, save duit minyak, reliable n bleh rest2 spjg pjalanan..nk djadikan cite, kn sampai cm awal sket, so g la beli paper, magazine, tapau dunkin..tp org kt dunkin donut tu,ade ke ptt time nk buat air bg nk tgk instruction! Ish! Slow gile! Tibe2 announcemnt train dah sampai..gelabah jap! Tp sempat je pon! :)

Dlm train asyik tdo, bgun,tdo balik, bangun..mkn2 jap..tdo balik, bangun je, dah sampai! Yay!! Bapak ngan mak dh tunggu kt station..sweet kn?! Happy sbb MrD finally admit better naik train dr drivem ssah tau nk ajak dia naik train tu!

Dr station, g bt gajah jap, then g clearwater discuss psl the wedding ngan org clearwater..mkn2 sket, free kn..mkn jelah! Huhu

Owh, panjangnye entry ni!

Sambung post lain plak la nti..sejuk dlm lrt!!bila nk sampai ni?

weekend yg sgt meletihkan

Seriously last weekend tersangatlah meletihkn but fun!
Friday walaupon amik leave, ttp g office sampai lunch..serabut otak nk pk mcm2..malam g discuss ngan azry psl montage..tader la discus sgt pon..I was busy transferring n carik gambar, while dazrin help to review azry's SPA..ada la sket2 discuss, but basically we're giving azry the right to use his expertise to create the montage for us..I want to have a short sort of 'y do I choose u' thingy clip in the montage, but MrD doesn't approve it..mesti sbb dia x tau ape nk ckp..huhu..sedih! Dia ckp I can b the producer, tp what I want dia veto plak! Ish, geram nih! geget kang!

Lupe lak, b4 dat g collect card..at first nk jugak dia siapkn semua..tp bila g kdai, mcm kesian plak tgh derang letih n ngantuk2 punch2..ish, jadi baik lak..ckp kat fara, ktorg amik ape yg ada je dlu..sbnrnye mcm risau tkut dia salah buat sbb ngantuk pon ade gak..

Tp x pelah..mine dah siap 850pcs dah pon..sket je lagi..n dazrin nye tinggal 20pcs je lagi..so, xpelah..sunday br pick up the rest.


Nk mkn jap..nti sambung balik..hehe

The cards are ready!!

Weeeee!! Happy nye dah collect the cards. And extra happy because the colour turn out well..time draft2 n edit2 dulu risau sgt with the colour sbb nampak cm ketupat or kad raya..sbb hijau sgt..sampai today confius lagi nape la g pilih kaler hijau sedangkn sgt la x suke kaler tu..haih..nasib baik la ijau dia cantik!


Anyway, serious sgt lege sbb at least kad dah siap..bleh strikethrough from the list..kurang sket benda yg nk kene focus..now cuma nk distribute the cards je..sape nk card bgtau ek..hehe hmm..nk buat sneak peak kat cni x? Hehe..nti la..malu plak!

Owh, my card buat kat Mahligai Kad Kahwin, seksyen 9 s.alam..ala, dekat2 ngan masalam..opposite bgunan baru yg restoran zam2 tu..sape yg tgh cari tpt, g la tgk..design dia cantik2 n lain from biasa..time ktorg buat dlu x byk sgt design, tp now dah mcm2..n semua cantik..we decided nk buat kt situ dulu pon because of their creative designs..

Its worth the money la..cuma kn make sure u give instruction betul2 and confirmkn final design cepat2..cz lagi lambt confirm, lambt la dpt ur cards..mcm ktorg aritu..ok?

ring - checked!

Finally, after a very2 long over due, we managed to go and book a ring for MrD! Legenye dah tempah..hopefully sempat siap on time..I'm very happy cz we finally managed to get a ring that we both love..it's a simple ring, just like what we wanted..

I asked him, 'r u happy with the ring?' And with a big smile, he said 'I am!' That is good enough for me to feel happy! :)

I need to get everything ready by this month so that next month just need to recheck and make sure things are in order..

This weekend will need to go back to ipoh and settle all sanding thingy..nikah stuffs cuma hantaran je x complete lagi..next week have to start preparing for the reception..need to reconfirm with concord, look for a dress for reception dinner and probably decor..

Owh, lupa bout montage!need to sort out pics with azry n borrow yana's polaroid for pre-wed..

indecisive

Tentang baju sanding n pelamin..kn aritu ada buat post yg psl x suka semua benda kt kedai yg dah book for sanding tu..last weekend g lagi skali sbb dia kata ada baju baru..so, dengan x bersemangatnye redah ujan sorang2 g tgk..owh, KECEWA lagi!! Baju baru semua kaler2..org nk PUTIH la!! Paham x?! Nak putih!! Ha, kan dah emo! Sebenarnye b4 g kedai tu, dah g kedai2 lain dah..sbb da rasa akn kecewa..tp kt kedai lain pon x byk choice baju putih..hish, susah jugak mcm ni..nape la nk sgt semua baju kaler putih cik alia? X de kaler ke? Marah ngan diri sendir plak!

Ari ahad pttnye MrD dtg, tp sbb x tau nk amik baju mane lagi, so agree ngan dia x yah g ipoh lagi..nti penat je..time kasih encik tunang sbb x emo ngan sy yg x suke ngan semua baju ni..hehehe..by d way, ahad tu kuar awal2 ngan ibu tercinta g carik baju..g kat bercham sbb mak ckp ada kedai jual baju pengantin elok2..x berapa bekenan ngan perkataan jual/beli tu..sbb kalau nk beli, baik upah/tempah elok2..tp still x berape suka sbb after that nk buat apa? Mmg la best tempah bleh buat kenangn, tp sbnarnye mcm membazir cz nti sendiri yg sedih tgk baju tu sok dlm kabinet je..cian dia..nk bagi sewa, berapa ramai la yg bleh muat baju ku yg comel tu nti? But, pegi jugak la..n mmg nice pon baju2 kt c2, tp tanak jugak!

So pegi kedai yg photographer suggest kt fairpark..dah lama dia suGgest, tp instruction x betul, so x penah jumpa pon kdai tu..finally ari ahad tu jumpa..luckily dia bukak..pptnye ttup ari ahad, tp ada customer yg wat appointmnt so dia bukak..maybe my rezeki kot..alhamdulillah..ada 2 baju putih kt situ yg mcm dah jatuh hati..pelamin dia pon mcm lagi suka compared to the one yg dah book tu..skang dah rasa cm nk cancel yg kt DH bradal tu n amik kat sini..(P nti burn la duit deposit..haih, nape la x jumpa kdai ni dr awal..?

Last2, after try2, x decide pon lagi..cuma 98 pct mmg akan amik baju kat situ..next week nk g ukur2 with MrD..I know he will like it!! :)

tentang hantaran

Lagi beberape hari je lagi ni(hehehe..sebulan lebih lagi la) byk lagi ni yg x siap..hantaran 7-9 time nikah..brg2 for hantaran ada lagi a few yg x beli lagi..dari haritu kata nk kene beli cincin MrD, tp x beli2 pon lagi..nanti x sempat, mati! Dah la kn tempah..haih..minggu ni macam mana pon kn jugak g beli!

Barang2 lain pon kalau boleh nk g beli by this week jugak..ada a few lagi ni..kasut,wallet n belt..x perlu la tunggu sale..mcm x sempat je ni..

Anyway, for barang hantaran, x perlu sebenarnye nk beli brg2 branded..beli something yg mmg akan guna after that, bukan semata2 sbb nk bg nampk cantik for hantaran or sbb nk menunjuk..x guna cmtu..membazir je kalau beli benda yg nti xkn guna..beli ikut kemampuan..

Pasal hiasan, rasanya mcm akan tukar plan kot..mcm x sempat je nk mjahit bantal n carik tray yg sesuai..jadi, mari improvise and tukar plan..hehehe..

hari yg x best

Sungguh x best hari ni! MrD x sihat, keje bertimbun,kad masalah n rasa mcm hilang organizer (hopefully x bwk trun pon td)

Work is really2 hectic lately..sape kate keje kt situ x busy?dah mcm org gila dah ni..yg ada x siap2 lagi, yg baru pon x berenti2 masuk..haih..

Sedih arini sbb tpaksa cancel date ngan kat n sofia..x larat sgt2 dh nk g mana2 or pk ape2..tersangat letih..nk tdo dlm lrt ni bleh?

Kad..bila nk siap ni?! -mode marah kt kedai kad-

fitting with Oscar

nervous gile nk g Lagenda tadi..but bila sampai je, happy trus..tu x tgk lagi baju..owh i really2 love baju2 kat Lagenda..i kept on telling Oscar about it..

still nervous bila nampak Oscar..then dia kuarkan my baju..it was a simple kurung modern with a mermaid like skirt..i love it! it was just how i want it to be..-happy mode-

walaupon sebenarnye baju tu biasa, simple je..x la grand mcm baju org lain..but i love it..Mr D pon senyum je bila tgk i pkai tadi..so, i'm happy! :) but td baju x de beadings lagi..i just want beading sket2 je..x suka sarat sgt coz the lace pon dah mcm sarat n bling2 even w/out any beads..Oscar suggest to put some crystals so that lagi naik..i agreed..but i kept on reminding him that i nak sikit je beadings..and amazingly my baju x de nk kene alter ape2 pon..it was a perfect fitting..probably a bit tight compare with baju2 yg selalu pakai..x pe..just kn maintain x bleh naik dah la..hehehe..

Mr D nye baju ok, tapi seluar kn alter sket..kalau x, x leh duduk..hehehe..

owh, did i mentioned i love baju2 kat situ(i know i did, saje nk emphasize lagi)..seriously now considering nk cancel baju kt ipoh and amik baju Oscar lagi..reception nye baju pon nk amik kat Oscar la! hehehe..this is me, bila suka something, mmg suka habis2!

tanya Oscar td :Nape i suka sgt baju2 u ni?semua i suka..

Oscar jawab : perempuan mmg suka benda2 cantik..

hehehe..impliedly dia pon nk ck baju dia semua cantik la tu..(but it's true..mmg chantik!)

-happy mode- :)

My dream engagement/wedding ring!

i love rings!! that is my ultimate general statement when it come to rings..i just love them! since i was in secondary school, i knw how i want my wedding ring to look like..i knw what brand i want, which design, the material (white gold/platinum) everything has been imagined and pre-decided (well... in my head jelah).

but since my wedding ring has been bought earlier before my engagement, i'm just going with that..mind u, i had 3 rings during my engagement..sampai dah x tau nk pkai kat mane..hehehe..and the fourth one we decided to use it for the wedding.

to me wedding ring is the ring for life! so, yes..it's really2 important..at least to me..

anyway, my perfect/dream engagement ring is actually those with one diamond..simple yet sophisticated..and a simple wedding band for the wedding..i love it when both is paired together..the band and the diamond ring..chantik sangat!! :)

as for brand..i know i can't afford selberan or cartier..i mean why waste so much money on it? if you could find something that u love within ur budget, then no need to buy those super expensive ring..unless if you/ur fiancee/future husband could afford it..then x de issue..as long as u can afford it! kalau gaji setakat 2k, x yah la mintak cincin sampai 20k kn?! but if gaji 50k, nak cincin 30k x pelah..kira ukur baju kat badan sendiri la..jgn plak nk ikut org..org just to show off..x dapat ape pon..just find something that u really love within ur/ur fiancee's budget..

going back to brand..i love D&P, Love Diamond/Love & co & Degem..my ultimate favourite of course the one in the blue box..Tiffany & Co..i just love their diamond rings design..eventho the diamond cut is not as good as C. club, but their rings are so adorable..and my latest obsession is definitely Love & Co..!! LOVE IT!! :) but for wedding bands..esp for guys, i vote for Degem.. :)

jom tgk cincin..(alamak, x dpt nk upload gambar..nti sy upload kemudian ye)

one sunday morning

Smlm pagi2 Oscar called..baju dah ready for fitting!!yay!! Wahn sangat gembira! Tp x tau bila baru dapat g fitting..hopefully tuesday bleh g..x tgk lagi,tp dah sgt excited..hopefully bila tgk baju nti bertambah excited..seronok sangat dpt tau kain tu dah jadi baju.

So,mlm smlm trus g s.alam ngan yana g beli net for veil..boleh bagi oscar bila g fitting nti..tp x puas ati ngan org kedai tu..dia ckp tu net pling lembut yg dia ada, tp rasa mcm ada je lagi lembut kt tempat lain..x puas ati! Pastu mula2 dia letak price mahal, tawar2 dpt less dlm 70% cmtu..cm tipu je harga dia mula2 tu..kalau org yg x tau boleh tawar kat jakel mesti dh beli harga mahal..beli jugak la net tu, nti tanya oscar la boleh ke tak.. Pastu ingt nk beli border lace skali tuk patch on the veil, tp harga dia, mak ai mahalnye!! Sentap jap! RM385 semeter..gile ke?! Border lace je kot! Haih, tanya Oscar la nti.

Sangat excited nk fitting ni..cepat la hari selasa! Owh badan,tolong la jgn mengurus..tolong la maintain! :)

-happy anniversary!!-

Happy second anniversary to my beloved fiancee!! We had a wonderful two years together and I'm looking forward for many more years to come!

Thank you for loving me..love u so much!! :)