The kenduri

remember i said i was contemplating on whether to go to the wedding or not?

well, i finally decided to go, so we did. but frust sket sbb hadiah yg plan nk beli, tibe2 da x de. so, tpaksa la beli something else. but hopefully they love it!

anyway, wishing them the best of luck and a blissful marriage life.

indecisive

Before this I was so excited to go. Siap excited nak beli hadiah yg nampak haritu. I honestly think she will like it because it's pink. but x tau kenapa tibe2 start contemplating. dah x sure patut pegi or not. Risau plak tetibe. Do they want us to go? Actually, do they want me to attend?During my wedding, I sincerely invited them and I want them to attend. walaupon sorang je yg pegi haritu (kecik ati sket sbb bukan dua2), tp x pe. dah happy dah walaupon sorang je yg pegi. to me that is a good sign. But now, I'm not sure whether they want us to go or not.

before this, yakin je..sampai la hubster tanya "are we invited?" sentap jap, pastu jawab "dia invite kat fb"..then baru terfikir..hmm..contemplating plak now.

to me, i would love to go to celebrate and memeriahkan majlis, tp x nak la kalau pegi tp x mengembirakan hati pengantin. x elok la macam tu. tu hari paling bahagia for them, i'm not going to do anything to ruin that. They deserve to have the best day of their lives according to what they want with the people they want to celebrate with.

haih..mcm mana nak decide ni? ya allah, berilah aku petunjuk..

wedding fair!!

dedicated to all b2b out there..

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Checklist

Checklist of places to visit with hubster

1. Thailand - CHECKED!

2. Singapore - CHECKED!

3. Indonesia

4. Vietnam

5. Cambodia

6. China

7. Philippines

8. India

9. Korea

10. London

11. Amsterdam

12. Italy

13. France

14. US

15. Dubai

16. Scandinavian Countries

17. Rome

18. Canada

19. South Africa

20. Germany

cukup la dulu tu..habiskn Asia dulu..yg penting kn kumpul duit banyak2 and make sure every year at least ada one overseas holiday trip together. yg pegi sbb keje x dikira!!

Our weekend

finally dapat jugak pegi singapore with hubster last weekend..ye, ktorg g for a weekend trip jer..rasa cm org kaya plak! hehehe..we stayed at a small hotel known as Perak Hotel at Perak Road (Little India). mmg intentionally nak stay out of town..the hotel was actually recommended by Lonely Planet..at first i was a little bit skeptic about the hotel..takut gak kot2 dodgy ke..nak kata murah, tak jugak..kalau that price kat malaysia dah bleh duduk kat Hard Rock Hotel, Penang kot! tp ok la, the room was well kept, clean and comfy..staff were friendly and helpful..overall we had a comfortable and a pleasant stay there.. :)

next trip.. Vietnam! :)

After a while

wow, it's been awhile since i last blogged..nothing much going on..owh, we're going to singapore tomorrow!!i'm all excited about that..the plan was to go and watch Lion King The Musical, but i cancelled the plan at the very last min..so, we're just going there 'jalan-jalan'. i'm so excited because this will be the first time we're going to singapore together!! i love shopping there..love it!! :)

but that is for tomorrow..today, i'm kinda worried about something..honestly, i'm waiting for my period to come..lol!

people around me including hubster kept on speculating that i'm pregnant. but i don't think so..i don't know why, i just have the feeling that i'm not..i guess i'll wait until this weekend, if it's still playing hide and seek with me, then i'll do a test or see a doctor..ok?

until then, please stop speculating..just pray for me and hubster if u guys are excited to see little alia & dazrin running around..thank you!! :)

the Change

honestly i don't know whether to put this in this blog or my personal one. because it is related to life after marriage, but at the same time, it feels a bit personal.

anyway, i received an sms from one of my younger sister around 4am last night (morning actually). the sms kinda put tears in my eyes. i understand how she feels. i used to feel the same way she felt. when your siblings started to get married one by one, u'll feel kinda empty. the family is no longer together like before, we no longer go everywhere in the same car, no more eat out together as often as we used to and it's no longer easy to gather everyone together to just talk and laugh like we used to. it's true that even before any of us gets married, we all live separately from each other. boarding school, then university life..i acknowledge that i always have to stay far away from my family because of education. but we always gather together during holidays and we always have our family outing together. eventho bapak travels a lot, he will still make time for us..for the family..those times were wonderful and fun! i miss those time sooo much!

now that i'm married, i'm staying with my in-laws while we look for our own place to stay. it's been two months now, but honestly, there were still times when i feel like a stranger in the house. they were so nice and loving, but maybe because all this while i've been staying either on my own with friends or with my own sister or family..it feels weird to stay with another family. i never had any homesick before..maybe there were, twice actually..that was when i'm studying in uitm, renting in sek 7. i felt homesick because i didn't get to go back for 2 months and had to stay there alone while my housemates went back to their families.

but now, i am really feeling it. missing every single one of my family..i miss spending time with them...i miss my family..i'm still getting used to this new life..but honestly, i can't help to feel homesick, missing my mum's cooking and spending time with my bapak, mak, atun, yana, mal, abg zul and izz. i'm planning to have a family trip somewhere..go holiday like we used to.

i really miss everyone..tho i see them every now and then..it's not the same..